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cloister, shelters the wait for the return.
The nuns slip between faint bands of grey
light, with Rita, lost and forgotten, in the vegetable garden.
And the bee is cherished on the girl's marked lips and calls upon the
thorn of the rose on the forehead of the horizons traced by the burnt
whirlpools of the spirit.
Cells of lime and white stone, poorer than he who gave his last cloak,
silent, in the whirlpool that cries the certainty of the limit. "Qui
habet mandata mea et servat ea, ille est, qui diligit me. Qui autem diligit
me, diligetur a Pater meo; et ego diligam eum, et manifestabo ei me ipsum".
The lace, worn falls where the end is blind;
the virgins listen to the perfume of unclaimed jewels and the vapour of
psalms on white hands with offerings of themselves that lead to the confines.
Prisoners in the silent strokes of night, the cockerels do not sing the
sleepy dawns in the morning on the edged crest of broom and the mill does
not push on the anxieties and poisons of the dark passing of the spheres.
The sundial strikes the hours.
"And when the Saint found herself in
the long-awaited sacred enclosure; in an instant, she also saw her glorious
escort, Saint John, Augustine and Nicholas, disappear from her sight,
left alone and abandoned in the darkness; forced to spend the rest of
the night there, in awe and wonder, in a turbulent sea of uncertainty
and tumultuous affections".
The drift of unknown shores hastens to the
storms, shining, mingling fuming mystical deformities. Impressed, decomposed,
inebriating in the glittering calm to draw the times, defeated at the
last judgement.
The ash of celebratory memorial fires granulates beneath the Moon, hidden
in the stones of families' doors, cold, collected on the inanimate remains
of families fade in their fulfilled destinies, in the throws of sacred
duty, to be taken to the belly, the mind, the veins on the vestments to
be darned even when the blood relations rest and no longer hear the tears
of the leaves damp for the sacrifice, poverty and solitude.
The silk slips onto the hay cords of the lyre, onto the cursing hiccoughs
of the lute, onto the songs of fairs in celebration markets, among the
brushes of the mane of the mercenary soldiers, in the crusts of Gospels
recited by profession, in the void of difficult times for prayer, where
still a slave is not he who kills his mother in his heart, where the forge
prepares the iron, on the coasts of passions, which foam webs and tongues
of mud.
The males growl with the wise and sickly-sweet
thought of the old, with the insane energy of children, with the stench
of violence of lovers, in the indifference of cults and the petrified
glory of principles, in taverns seduced by smoke and conspiracy, in the
low, square towers, where the executioner's block claims the axe for new
lymph that opens to gangrene and delirium.
Ire and remorse growl on the neck of Paolo di Ferdinando in the Guelph
residences and Ghibelline terraces. Murder for old feuds on the impervious
pass of the Schioppi rusci to the Vineyards of Collegiacone, the swollen,
threatening Corno keeps watch by night, lying in wait, forgetting the
rock in Roccaporena. Dry the wound of the bridegroom, Rita and burn the
odours of hatred in the veins of Gian Giacomo and Paolo Maria, bound to
vendetta by lightening that pierces forgiveness.
And the monastery forces the episode onto
the woman, onto the bride, onto the mother.
In the long-awaited sacred enclosure.
To return no more, yet to remain longer.
The chalices wait, praying for the ritual
to wear away the candles, and the shrine to free the crystals on the sarcophagus
of the consecrated altar. "Fulcite me floribus, stipate me malis;
quia amore langueo". 
Barefooted, with cold knees, and eyes on
the reflections of new memories, lips fixed on the "word" that
withstands the wind, to receive the gift, for the last stretch of road,
alone, among the images, which feed the rhythms of tender and incomparable
renunciation.
In the longer silences of the motionless passages, east
of the stars, where the impossible folly of love is real, violent, blinding,
where the cold warmth of hope dissolves the tarnished pieces of fear.
Absolute, unknown and true, sudden and long awaited, unique, vulnerable
to the obstinate demands of the faith.
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